If you could peer into my mind and heart for any given 10 minutes, you would probably be shocked. Or maybe not. You may totally relate. What a hodgepodge of thoughts and emotions….good ones, doubting ones, Godly ones, not so nice ones.
“How long, Lord, will you forget me? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts?…. But I trust in your unfailing love; I will sing to the Lord, for He has been good to me.” Psalm 13
I totally get it! ALL of it….the loving God and the questioning God. So, what do we do? Stay honest with Him and close to Him. In time, just like in these verses, your questions will melt into praise. Because when you’re close to Him, you will see Him for who He really is! – Sandi